BoredomSucks
AndNeverSwallows (Lol) By V. Martin At least now I get space where I need it. And its not the space between my ears. My boss gave birth to a baby girl today. I’m very happy for them but cannot help but think of the kids I would of had if I had had a family. Maybe too many hads in that sentence. There are so many things I wanted to be and do in my life and most I have failed to do or be. My first impulse is to blame my past and my lack of family because it is everything so I have nothing. They are not kidding when they say family is everything except when you don’t have one then it is more then everything, if that is possible. Nothing is something I know a lot about. So much so, I believe it is all I am worthy of having. When everything you have has been given to you by a few generous people only to be taken by a few greedy people that think I deserve nothing. Some how I have managed to surround myself by a few very greedy individuals that take great pleasure in taking everything I have...